Basically i'm at the point in my isolation and thinking that I'll take whatever just so this bullshit can end.
Been reading up a lot about these jabs, esp as I know they are going to be a condition of a return to normality
Was on a zoom call last evening with a testing company that had some fascinating evidence on protection etc.
I have more reading to do.
Basically i'm at the point in my isolation and thinking that I'll take whatever just so this bullshit can end.
All i have is what goes round and round in my head.
There's no one else to help balance it.
And also to study what happens. Because i have that kind of mind.
But we live with risk every day.
I risk my life climbing walls with only a harness around my waist to catch me as i lean back and fall off
And rational risk assessment is at the heart of everything going wrong these last 12 months
I have a lot of thinking to do.
This is on my mind a lot.
It's about rational risk assessment. Weighing up the pros and cons, not just of the jab, and not just "what happens if i do" but "what happens if i dont"
It's so much more to consider.
But 2 Roche anti-N assays have been "negative" - 0.05, and 0.08 quantitative
So What is the actual answer? Do i just have t cells that mop it up and antibodies aren't necessary?
I also have an autoimmune thyroid disease that has only once tested positive for antibodies - otherwise they're almost always under the threshold. Present, but low
According to the testing company last evening and the expert they had on, if you've already encountered the virus and you're primed, the jab acts as a booster.
It would be a more compelling argument not to be masked if i have had the jab and can prove it.
So yeah.
And who did it harm? Me. It did not change the situtation, which was that i *had* to pass that exam before i could obtain the citizenship i was entitled to for nearly 15 years.
We all have our circumstances and none of them are the same. No one else walks in my shoes.
There should be no coercion and no punishment to any of this.
That's been the biggest lesson i've learned through all of this --
THEY WILL DO IT ANYWAY
look at masks. no evidence of their effectiveness, mandated anyway and repeatedly the thumbscrews are tightened, shops harass us, etc etc.
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So we had to develop technologies like this to barely manage control over limited areas in Iraq's few urban centers. Only ~8 in 100 Iraqi adults owns a personal vehicle. That rate is > 1 car/adult in America yet I have never seen any doctrine paper or work of fiction address this
We've seen and struggled in civil conflicts with instant, local, universal, distributed communications (cell phone era, basically every conflict since 2000). We've seen and struggled in conflicts with instant, global, universal distributed communications (everything since 2011).
The world's most overfunded military and glow in the dark agencies struggle and largely fail to contain conflicts where fhe vast, vast majority of people are locked into a ~5mi radius of their home.
How can they possibly contain a conflict in a nation with universal car ownership and the most developed road network in the world? The average car can travel over 400 miles on one tank of gas, how can you contain the potential of that kind of mobility?
I think that's partially why the system was so freaked out by 1/6. Yes, most of it is histrionics but you don't decide to indefinitely turn your capital into the Baghdad Green Zone with fortifications and 25k troops over histrionics alone.
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We've seen and struggled in civil conflicts with instant, local, universal, distributed communications (cell phone era, basically every conflict since 2000). We've seen and struggled in conflicts with instant, global, universal distributed communications (everything since 2011).
The world's most overfunded military and glow in the dark agencies struggle and largely fail to contain conflicts where fhe vast, vast majority of people are locked into a ~5mi radius of their home.
How can they possibly contain a conflict in a nation with universal car ownership and the most developed road network in the world? The average car can travel over 400 miles on one tank of gas, how can you contain the potential of that kind of mobility?
I think that's partially why the system was so freaked out by 1/6. Yes, most of it is histrionics but you don't decide to indefinitely turn your capital into the Baghdad Green Zone with fortifications and 25k troops over histrionics alone.
